If I were to not hear from SPIRIT for any time, I become among the most clumsy and would be missing the point all the time.
. "I am only Human, Although I regret it" Mark Twain
Littlelight,
With littlelight I am putting down my thoughts
I have been so misunderstood in this one point
In
this "little light" I cannot imitate Jesus as the presumptuous demand
of me, Did Jesus act or see only SPIRIT? I can't do that and wait for
what SPIRIT has promised too. That would divide passion and leave it
apathy. No, I cannot do this, YOU must complete this through me. To say
this way or that feels so presumptuous.
Instead, I am feeling.
And then, feeling a question and remembering by feeling that I almost
could not begin to share what I am feeling
Remembering experiences that spoke to that question
What does it mean to imitate Jesus.
Should I remember a verse, or should I remember a MOMENT "YOU" embodied a verse as when we first met.
No
I cherish the Scripture, just abhor interpretation and presumptuous
snakes interpreting for women who of nature love and understand a
Shepard. As with meeting SPIRIT, our meeting it was through candlelight
and a broken heart, and so subtle then
And then, knowing YOU then, in this verse
How much greater when I recognize the newness of your presence through a verse of Shakespeare
And even more wonderful, and treasured, thoughts never another knew
Qualities coincidentally linked in a moment of magic
Feeling it this way feels like the only place I ever opened up enough to hear YOU
Having moments just like you do, lost as a blind man, until I wait again for YOU
(Laughter from a point of sorrow)
So
maybe when we get done sinning, giving and taking feelings that are not
where the SPIRIT would be, like that emotion between Adam and Even
when one fires a dart of shame and the other returns or should we just
leave that struggle. Sinning thinking your winning gets us nowhere. But
she knows it, like cutting Samson's hair to keep him appearing as we
want him to appear because we cannot die and just start over once again
in silence waiting for YOU, as we are all savage without YOU. And like
the white man who thought others savage but rather revealed himself more
so. SPIRIT is the only salvation. That was what Jesus said, and they
hate me because I lift up SPIRIT above Jesus as Jesus also did.
Edited to add
Here then, this belongs here
I was the perpetrator, I misunderstood
Without SPIRIT I am, can, be pretty lame
As all of us in our own power also find
we don't need to feel shame we need to wait on SPIRIT
And so we begin again, knowing how you make even this right
Once again we say "YOU are going to have to do it"
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