Week of 1/18/12

(Spirit) I will be Your father figure

I will be your father figure

Put your tiny hand in mine

I will be your preacher teacher

Anything you have in mind

I will be your father figure

I have had enough of crime (crying)

I will be the one who loves you

˜Til the end of time

Come to me with the eyes of a child Lyrics "father figure" 

George Michael

Dream of the Gate/door of fire/death that no bears can pass and live again as their fur/fear catches fire and consumes them. Like at the tree of the Knowledge of good and evil where she believed the snake over her mate and told him also to believe it. Because of a man's decision to believe her over the Spirit therefore he is blamed also. The path to Spirit for Men is greatest when he becomes so burdened by the demands of a women that cares less about him and his heart is broken. Therefore he leaves the thin veil of contrived love for the deeper reality of Spirit. Making the Spirit his spouse. He then becomes as the women. The requirements of the follower of Jesus had to give ALL, not as the interpretation. And this cannot be done, but allowed by the Spirit. Women are attracted to the man that would give his life for her feeling safe with him. But does she really love him. Her deepness of love comes from the pain of physical child birth while his is the birth of Spirit through the pain of dealing with a woman or society and that burden is as child birth.

Mercedes synch

Traveling from Los Alamos to Bakersfield we took a one lane back road and several black Mercedes Passed us, then at breakfast at Denny's in Bakersfield our server was Mercedes. Then leaving Bakersfield we began to follow a Mercedes Company Truck. We also were on our way to Merced. Meaning Mercies.

More money will now begin to bring with it more responsibility. Such as the Captain of the Italian Cruiser. The responsibility of Money will cause it not to be as attractive as seeking first the Kingdom. Money and Nuclear responsibility. The Spirit fulfills responsibility for whom has given their lives to it. But You must pay!!!!!

Those taking homes and driving out homeless have overlooked that they will now be required to "Turn their tickers off and get off this planet".

Jesus portrays that a man should give his life for those he loves but a women that agrees with that without also reciprocating is a liar and a thief. A woman that believes a man should take the blame is to take the blame in the end. A woman that is lifted up in her weakness and in her time of fear by a man and then reciprocates in competition when he is having trouble by making it worse should be left and her heart broken. Like in the thread with Rockgal I see that it teaches women better to take the blame and show how it works in your life. The foolishness of women is that they condemn a man by their interpretation for what they misunderstand yet they themselves have not begun the Spiritual Journey that is most important that they condemn.

I have chose because of the poor reciprocation toward Spirit after ten years to let the Spirit speak on the boards and to leave for a while as there are many there that want to create a fray in order to manipulate appearances related to me and Spirit.

Lastly we watched "Black Swan" and it reflects the need to let go and let the Spirit "make perfect" the intent. To do it yourself is self rightness. Loosen up to walk in Wilderness. Black Swan "Death is Freedom". Skinning a rabbit like removing a woman's hose.

The board is so focused on the worship of the intent of the woman/beast/children that they will not see a man's true intent. Collision with the SPIRIT will reveal the OPPOSITE is true and all attention will RETURN to the SPIRIT through the true FATHER. Therefore is is written ""Then you will be handed over to be persecuted and put to death, and you will be hated by all nations because of me." Pleasing the woman without first attention to the SPIRIT that is GOD leads directly to hell and separation. Women will of COURSE only seek to misunderstand and the boards are mostly women. As of now, there is seen for as far as can be seen bloated bodies that could not see past their own lusts. "What women lust is the most devious of separations". You think that women gives a plug nickel about YOU/You. Contrived love is really only a shadow of real love and only loves itself first in it's expression.

Ballet and my mother's childhood.

We had a wonderful trip on Hwy 166 to Bakersfield and ate at Tina's in Maracopa where we learned about the Turkish lady across the street. We went and met her and had a wonderful visit.She even spoke Turkish with my mother over the phone.

On another note while in Santa Cruz lately we saw a girl whose face was as pretty as a family member named Tia. Also while in Santa Cruz we had the synch with the Story Teller which is on the board.

As to Samar and the board (silence is here)

edited 4:10pm

To those broken hearted by all that has happened

So now you know what it's like
To be the bad man/woman
To be the sad man/woman
Behind blue/your eyes
So now you know what it's like
To be hated
To be fated

Modified The Who - Behind Blue Eyes lyrics