When I was young I was taught to be very conservative. I was told every day how foolish everyone was that didn't believe the "plain truth" of the right. I loved those people that told me this so I went along with it, knowing there was truth in what the religion I was born into said. When I began to search to understand the "riddle" of Jesus I became very quite. I knew I could not JUDGE anyone because I didn't know the truth but I knew there was a source of truth and I saw something real in the experience and words of Jesus. But as I grew in the SPIRIT I came to learn that the message was not about who was right but about learning from the SPIRIT to love. (I needed to hear from SPIRIT what was truth as I saw all those that did not know SPIRIT judging everyone else.) The message was that even the Tibetan that loved his fathers needed to get their truth from the SPIRIT about them as this would complete that truth. That Abraham through the SPIRIT wanted this for all men and all beliefs as humans strayed through interpretation which leads to separation from GOD and Man. As I began to learn from the SPIRIT I was misunderstood and constantly rejected by those that I loved that believed in the "right way" as taught by the interpretations of men. This continued and I switched from the right to the left but still I was alone in hearing from YOU/SPIRIT. But I had given my life to know YOU/the SPIRIT through Jesus. So much so that when even those on the left used me and rejected me I was so heartbroken that I chose to live alone. During those years alone the SPIRIT became everything to me. I learned that the idea of there being a right was actually the problem as two people can believe two different things and SPIRIT makes each right for both them. Then when in the two meeting the SPIRIT synergises their experience like romance because of LOVE. But the LOVE of SPIRIT is greatest as human love is imperfect by YOU make each experience PERFECT. YOU taught me to love people again by loving YOU. When I saw YOU in the synchs with them. I found that every stage of my experience is like those I meet both conservative and liberal and that there are those that know SPIRIT in both circles but those that hide behind a veil on both sides are those that will condemn You. That is how I learned to love them all because, I was as each of them in my search to know YOU. We all fall short of the SPIRIT but we all are here seeking to know YOU. The right is not wrong and the left is not right but in my heart I know that YOU/SPIRIT are my life and YOU are the answer because there is no truth except what YOU make it to be in this moment. Knowing YOU is everything as human love will always fail You. But YOU/SPIRIT proved to me through a baptism of love that YOU will never fail me. It is similar to the baptism/ wild hearted romance with Pam that the SPIRIT took us on when we met. Or the years I have spent loving You/YOU.
The secret to loving them all is in how the SPIRIT loved me even in my misunderstanding YOU/SPIRIT, for without the SPIRIT I remain lost each day, waiting for YOU to appear, for all overlook the smallest of points in their reasoning. This is the humility of love in the SPIRIT.
We are all lost if we are not loving/finding YOU/SPIRIT in SPIRIT and in truth each day. Today I take off again to find YOU fresh and it is not my battle to reach them but YOU are able to do it through me.
The simplicity of life in the SPIRIT is that each day I die or return to not knowing anything but just waiting for YOU SPIRIT to arrive and give me what I need today. I need to be empty like a child in awe waiting for something fresh and new that reminds me of all those past experiences with YOU. I am not on the right nor the left but I am that I am. The right people on the right will rise up and fight the right people on the left and in doing so the hearts of my own will be reached because they only want [url=http://dnatree.blogspot.com/search?q=olive]peace and love.[/url]
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