It is hard when You are being led down a path by a pretty face

No blame, just the subject is blame and when it gets intentionally turned on Me I just have to jolt myself out of the feelings as they are creating as I learned long ago and let go of it before. That was what I was saying but You don't want others to see that. 

The SPIRIT was telling me something was up as early as the 13th. 

The Bear Attack synch started on the 13th 

It is hard when You are being led down a path by a pretty face to understand what is going on in that moment. Dance with a Snake 

Friend that only wants to lead You into a trap of wolves is Judas and I didn't even get a kiss on the cheek. 

You go girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He like You believes in evil and needs to experience what You handed him. I don't mean You draw such experience for the reason You think, no it is to learn about good and evil and forgiveness. Like sheep to the slaughter at this point in Your life You are to slaughter that man. You believe in the law and I need to to slaughter such as break the law and would do such a thing with the intentions of heart that You also believe. 
I have stated that those deep held beliefs of Good and Evil, Shame and blame draw to us as we believe such as those that believe in punishment draw punishment. Such experience is what we ALL are in this reality to experience. As GOD suffered his ONLY SON also to experience the humiliation and rejection and manipulation of the snake. 

Likewise, those that believe in forgiveness receive forgiveness and even are delivered from the devil. 

We are here in this reality to learn about how to overcome these beliefs through knowing the SPIRIT. 

And someone that feels so strongly in punishing certain crimes is normal, well until they themselves like the woman caught in adultery that the law said to stone was forgiven just before being stoned. Good thing our society does not believe in such harsh beliefs or women would probably get very similar treatment over LOVE and PASSION as men now. But anyway, when You find Yourself in such a sitation because someone hates You and leads you down a path carrying a cross and labeling Your cross so that all can humiliate You then if You really are seeking to know the SPIRIT You will experience this turning of the tables and then You come to understand why Jesus said I came for sinners not for the righteous (self righteous) And You may be delivered from the evil manipulating person that loves their hate and belief in evil more than they love You so You are in deep doooky and experiencing the shame of that experience. Then You will want to let go of that shame and blame so that You can live again and so now there is only the voice of the SPIRIT that keeps You from the EVIL ONE that happens to be the person that believes in good and evil and is trying to lift up their interpretation by making You evil. 

To have a person that loves good and evil for a friend is dangerous and is why the SPIRIT through Jesus would take nothing less that unconditional faith in a wife so much so that she would die for him without question. 

On Monk right now “Your going to have to trust other wise Your going to be completely alone”. 

There is those under the law that try to keep the law to the letter and there are those under the SPIRIT that have gone through all the layers of experience (drank the cup related to Jesus humiliation) To follow the SPIRIT is to not go to a place of shame and blame but to whatever is beautiful and acceptable. This has been written on their heart, not by the law but by the SPIRIT through things like the teacher related to passion and love. 

I want You to understand that Jesus was walked down a road of shame by someone that said they loved him and was his friend. The world had a belief at the time that what Jesus was saying about himself was blasphemy and that he should be killed like the woman caught in adultery because he believed the SPIRIT when it said that he would be a King which is like terrorism in such a society if You judge by the veil of interpretation at the time. 

The belief in Good and Evil draws experience that leads to testing beliefs that do not mesh such as Love, forgiveness, punishment evil and those that entrap others to move the guilt and humiliation away from themselves. Like when they were humiliated by circumstance when the SPIRIT made someone right. 

I cannot remain where the wolves will continue to sneak and lie to set me up but rather I am going to be alone with one person that would die for me without question and the world can just do as it wishes. When this world is over I will wake in a world where there is only GOOD which is following the SPIRIT in LOVE. Those that believe in evil will awake to evil and shame and blame and create their own punishment. 

The only crime that they cannot see the true intent of the heart is that of Judas where someone that calls You a friend and eats at Your same table is setting You up to humiliate You while saying they love You. This is why I did not speak to a human for many years and I long for that time with SPIRIT again as Humans because of shame and blame cannot be trusted. That is why the SPIRIT said one must love GOD more than family and give their life for the SPIRIT. 


I cannot trust whom believes so venomously in evil as to me that IS evil. I have experienced all I needed to experience here and have much material to write the things I have wanted to express but I leave this struggle now as I will not be led to manipulation again. Let me go and go back to blaming that guy from years ago and do not shift your HATE my way as there are many good things to remember about our past friendship and I want to leave with those good parts. Goodbye!
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