Last Moments with my father

The moment I left pop I had exactly this experience

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNt8K8ZI_6w


"Rain"

I feel it, it's coming
[Chorus:]

Rain, feel it on my finger tips
Hear it on my window pane
Your love's coming down like
Rain, wash away my sorrow
Take away my pain
Your love's coming down like rain

When your lips are burning mine
And you take the time to tell me how you feel
When you listen to my words
And I know you've heard, I know it's real
Rain is what this thunder brings
For the first time I can hear my heart sing
Call me a fool but I know I'm not
I'm gonna stand out here on the mountain top
Till I feel your

[chorus]

When you looked into my eyes
And you said goodbye could you see my tears
When I turned the other way
Did you hear me sayI'd wait for all the dark clouds bursting in a perfect sky You promised me when you said goodbye
That you'd return when the storm was done
And now I'll wait for the light, I'll wait for the sun
Till I feel your

[chorus]

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say, never go away

Waiting is the hardest thing
(It's strange I feel like I've known you before)
I tell myself that if I believe in YOU
(And I want to understand YOU)
In the dream of YOU
(More and more)
With all my heart and all my soul
(When I'm with you)
That by sheer force of will
(I feel like a magical child)
I will raise You from the ground
(Everything strange)
And without a sound you'll appear
(Everything wild)
And surrender to me, to love

Rain is what the thunder brings
For the first time I can hear my heart sing
Call me a fool but I know I'm not
I'm gonna stand out here on the mountain top
Till I feel your

Rain, I feel it, it's coming
Your love's coming down like
[repeat]

[chorus]

Rain, I feel it, it's coming
Your love's coming down like
[repeat]

Rain

Years ago I gave Raine postcards that her mother did not give her she just found out. They were pictures of whales breaching and written on them were "I will return to You at the Sign of the Whale"
http://oroborusforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=5767

Post right before his death
http://oroborusforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=14819&highlight=

New Baby

Congrats my dear Sarah on Your new baby.

Message to my Exuberant and Passionate daughter

http://www.camillemovie.com/flash/#/home
We watched Camilla and Pam wants to watch it again. It is about an exuberant girl that is getting married to an ex-con but her love is so powerful that even when he hurts her she does not see it and stays alive in love. He falls in love with her after hurting her and the end seems tragic as they were together in death. She died in an accident but love kept her seemingly alive until he joined her. I think about my daughter and how she is getting hurt in love, that I want her not to listen to those around her because the interpretation they took on about love but rather to draw from life the truth about it. Otherwise she will eventually only accept a person that is hiding like she would be. She is very brave! I trust the process of where she is at. Can You still love someone even with their faults that the world would see but You don't see it that way cause those that seem to be perfect according to the law are liars and hiding from life. Their fault is that because of their fear they condemn others that they misunderstand the true intentions of.

You can listen to this song at http://www.camillemovie.com/flash/#/downloads
I wish I could embed this song her for all to here so please go and find it as this is exactly where those on the edge finding life are at.

We gotta lay it on the line
We gotta find our place
we gotta look for the signs
We need to find some grace........
Every time we look it's easy to see
it's up to us if were gonna be free


Let the fire burn hot
Let the stars go out
Let the road run smooth
That's what it's all about
no matter what they say
We'll give it all we got
Let tommorrow come......
And Let the fire burn hot

It's all about the breaks
It's not about the blame
We gotta raise the stakes
Just to stay in the Game
It's hard to choose between life and death
But it's never too late to take one more breath

It's a crazy world
It's a crazy time
It'll be alright tonight holdin on tight

Let the fire burn hot
Let the stars go out
Let the road run smooth
That's what it's all about
no matter what they say
We'll give it all we got
Let tommorrow come......
And Let the fire burn hot

Oh, it is a Spiritual rebirth I had in mind for my daughter.