Bleeding love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sF84pIhP5UM

You cut me open and I keep bleeding love

I love my life, and I love YOU, my life.

My babies are returning!!!!


It is YOU, my life that has done this. This song was on the radio everywhere while I was in Pensacola. And it reminds me of the pain of loving loved ones and how love drove me to only see YOU, my life, for YOU are able. This song reflects the pain of trying to love and follow the Spirit and how it tears Your heart open. I will not rest until all my children have been reached.

http://www.kovideo.net/lyrics/l/Leona-Lewis/Bleeding-Love.html
Closed off from love
I didn`t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you`re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone`s looking round
Thinking I`m going crazy

But I don`t care what they say
I`m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don`t know the truth
My heart`s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing`s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I`m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don`t care what they say
I`m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don`t know the truth
My heart`s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it`s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I`ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don`t care what they say
I`m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don`t know the truth
My heart`s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

He was pearced and out of his side came blood and water.

Synch with heart attacks been having for months

Part of this is from a post on www.speakreason.com forum
http://speakreason.com/phpbb/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=1685&p=8297#p8297

I now feel that I was overlooking something that could have turned into something wonderful as a synch because I feared it.

The synchs with the heart attack started months ago but I did not want to allow it so I did not post it. Turns out that I "MISUNDERSTOOD" this time and that by posting it and acknowledging it the synchs can move to change the energy to more like 'YOU". So I am posting it now. Also I met a 70 yr old Indian who was beating all the young guys running up hills by the coast. He also was talking about his son running world class marathon's. I am a long distance walker but being a fixture in a home with Pam has sort of curtailed that so that I need more strength exercise now and so I am having these teachers come. Many things are changing like the fact that I created rituals to keep certain things in my life as I went through the experience of reaching You/family etc. But rituals like religion grow old like a coat with holes in it and if You do not create new rituals all the time and even replace ones that are beginning to cause dis-----ease by looking in this moment for a new action to complement what is growing now and replace old systems related to my past intentions. I don't know if You know what I mean but I am letting go of single man rituals and passions to embrace simple pleasures as Pam and I are getting older.


Other synchs: Listening to AM coast to coast they were talking many subjects but got on the sunspot subject as I drove at night through the little town of Firebaugh,ca. on the way to Morro Bay. From the moment I entered Firebaugh they began using the word fireball and this continued until they changed the subject as I left Firebaugh. Later I was in a Mexican restraunt in Atascadero and began to think about the fireball synch. I began to look around to see what I was feeling in that room about the synch and there was this big picture showing C0RONA beer in a way that made me realize... Corona.

Michael Jackson was seeking to understand the heart and was humiliated by those that disgraced him. He needed to return but was hiding the pain in medications. As the moment drew close he chose to leave because it was too much. Those that humiliated him would have bore the shame if they knew the true intentions of his heart. He died in their place as all do that experience the humiliation of learning from the heart and try to understand why a man feels the way he feels.

Excited about seeing "You" Raine and PJ and Grandpa in Pensacola

I Want "Your" ankle to feel as good as new...

My synchs with Sarah Palin and Willow began a couple weeks ago that led to my daughter's change of heart and powerful experience at the very moment Willow Alaska had an earthquake and also led to being misunderstood again by the gals on Oro and then it changed again. Oh, well, going to see kids and dad now.

Sarah Palin intending to rise again, bounceback synch. Woman on his head synch as bad for America but the right wants this. Like an unloving marriage where she intends to make him fail. He will fail and this will be their failure as well as only through dreaming it perfect with the Spirit can it work. This also shows how we will "do it" with the Spirit, because "You are able". These people are the finest in keeping the law and appearances but it cannot last and they will fail because all that matters is love of the Spirit which leads to the Spirit being able to rescue You. But these that try and seem perfect through their own power must fail and turn to knowing how the Spirit works through You. Sarah Palin and Obama must fail and feel the humiliation of trying in their own power in order to begin not trying but allowing the Spirit to "do it". Both of these are sincere in trying to appear the very best and even sincere in serving God and the cross is failing when trying to DO YOUR BEST and dying to that intent and living to the Spirit doing it through You. It is a humiliating route.

Dying to let go of American Shame for money, and Palin

Well I feel done with this whole thing about reaching You.

Micheal Jackson was Born the same year as I was and on my son's birth day. August 29
Billy Mays was born the same year and the day after my birth day on July 20th.

Michael could not live in a world of women and the men who suckle their fears trying to shame him for money and left before what is coming for society which will be a good thing to miss if You have already suffered the sting of death and loss to understand the Spirit. Let's see how effective a mother's protection (see mother's protection post) out of fear is for her daughter like Palin. Self right need to have everything that is important to them taken from them like the Father of this world has.
See Stockman come and he take it all away.

Sucks to be an American Man right now.The way men are treated by self right females taught by their mothers. How it could just all pass away. American women love shame for money (the harlot) Let the universe give them all the shame they wanted to give others. Many leaving the struggle through death in coming weeks. Going to be alone with the Spirit and the company of my friend Pam as what is coming passes over. (SEE LEAVING THE STRUGGLE) Catch Yall on the flip side. I didn't want to be back with You folks, as that would just be a misunderstanding, I just intended to reach You.

Passion and the Teacher

My synchs of late have all the elements of what Yall are discussing.

Right now the movie frogs is on TV and yesterday Pam's brother was going to get rid of all the frogs. This is also related to the Magnolia synchs from a while back and the misunderstanding that happened on Prophecies which also has happened on Oroborus. The fire, the frogs, and the tower are the synchs this week.
http://www.stephentree.com/frogs/
fire http://oroborusforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=6549&highlight=

If You will not be reached through passion and the teacher then what will it take. The humility of the change is like that of Japan at the end of wwII and what changed their intent. For it is only when You say "I know nothing except what the Spirit says in this moment." There will be no watchmen on the tower because none of the synchs have been headed.

Post from fistcuffs on Oroborus
Quote:

So just like all the years of coincidental things that You did not understand until after it all finished I was just writing the synchs as they happen. And just like in all the other threads I have no idea what I am doing except YOU do it through me. So how long have You known me now just like a relationship, and how many things have we been through and the coincidences changed them. This is how it was in relationship that she really never knew me. For I said the synchs as they happened. Even the beer that another was drinking. It is because of this forgetfulness that I went away. It was because in relationship it did not matter how many times I forgave her her fear and helped her to feel like a person there always came a time that I,,,, well it was YOU doing it through me so then,, there always came a time when YOU were rejected and misunderstood and I had to go away. There are no fathers in America,, there are only mothers and those that suckle their interpretation.l If You cannot see I was writing as the synchs said and then everyone of You rejected it even though You had seen this over and over and it changed. No matter how many points I show in this case that You have overlooked You will never accept it and I am not saying to be like those folks being judged now in the news, I am showing what You overlooked about them. So every home has no father already. We coincidentally watched the old Robert Redford Movie last night "This Property Condemned".(tragic love story) This is why the FATHER did not ask if he could come back but requires You and Your children to come to him. I must go away again as I have from every relationship no matter how great the experience we shared there always came a time when that all went out the window and all I am doing was writing the synchs as they happen or living those synchs as they happen as in relationship.
It is not I You have rejected. And it is not I that You need to restore with as it was the Spirit that made the synchs that You misunderstood and I have no idea what I do. You will look for me and not find me.

Sure I was hurt and it shows up in my posts but there is also YOU in my posts that You reject. Do You remember the rootbeer thread?

Your body is not Your own. The Father knows how to reach the heart, but if You will not allow then You are reached through another path that is a replacement for passion. You must soften Your hearts for the Spirit is coming reflecting the words said. I am leaving for a while both Oro and Proph as words do not reach anyone.

There is already enough care for Willow and women but there is the smallest of points overlooked that is rejected. Of course we need to protect the children, but the intent being spread is not protection,, it is a misunderstanding of sanitation and fear. We cannot teach as we have from the beginning because fear has made a law/stumbling block. The father is for protection at such an age. There will be no watchmen on the tower as to reach Your heart it must be in that moment that Your heart is opened. You will not recieve EXPERIENCE that will teach trust, so You will recieve experience on another level that is harsher because of the block/law/misunderstanding.

On Hot Topics right now, If someone walks by and misunderstands how You communicate with Your children is it their business?

I have to go away as You all will misunderstand unless Your heart is first opened to this.
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The path was THROUGH the PASSION of LOVE

The path was THROUGH the PASSION of LOVE

YOU forgave me 70X7 because YOU knew the true intentions of my heart.

For it was to find our way.

ALL OTHERS DENIED ME EXCEPT YOU.

YEARNING for a place to put the passion, because the natural place was denied by humans.

Because SHE did not deny me we shared in finding the place of passion.

IT IS LOVE!

But not as humans love, that is contrived.

So because there was no place to put the passion,, all love and attention (worship) was given to Spirit, because I saw YOU were able to PROVIDE my love to them "PERFECT".

The law demands an unimpassioned intention. It demands a contrived love towards children and loved ones. But YOUR love is PERFECT. She (the world) wanted to direct it that it would seem as her shame portrayed, so that it had no passion.

The law demands a love that is unnatural and causes men's love to grow cold, because of the demands of how he must be vs his true heart.

A passionate man finds passion in the flowers along the road, but relationship begins with passion and then always leads astray as it is a law not a love. How much is true love worth, and what profit would she pass by to find it?

The woman that hates him hates his passion and she convinces herself that the natural passion is evil so that she can feel good about her intent and what she teaches her children about treating men. She is a trap, but in the end it is her and her children's destruction. This is the way that seems right and those that suckle her make laws to make it seem so. A country that believes such shame is the mother of harlots.

A broken hearted passion has no place to put the passion and the HARLOT waits to trap him as it must come out somewhere.

The blood of billions slain by her shame is in the voice of the hurricane and the great wave, and all that the Spirit does to reach her but she hides behind that self rightness and teaches her children to do the same. This is not about a man and a woman but about society and nature. For he (nature) has given his life that she might know the true intentions of the heart.

I don't want to be back with those that misunderstood my intentions, I WILL REACH THEM. I want You to love each other, Your mother, Your husband/wife. I want You to know that I have always thought of You, though I cannot be with You, as You would further misunderstand.

The Pain of Love

Perfect Love and our experiences of late. Her experiences to understand the Spirit. My experiences to REACH YOU with this message. It is perfect, even what she did was perfect. Through the Spirit this life experience is made perfect. Not through an interpretation. Please listen and meditate on this experience through this poem to understand what the cross was about not the interpretation of it by religion. And Union life with the Spirit cannot be experiences without the pain of love unfolded within ones life.


[quote]Listen to the sound of the reed
Listen to its plaintive notes,
For, ever since it was cut off from the reed-bed
It has been telling the tale of separation.
[b]I want a heart torn by separation[/b]
That I may unfold to such a one
The pain of love...
For everyone who is separated far
From his source
Wishes back the time when he were one with it. [/quote]

http://www.rumi-wayoftheheart.com/tracks/01Longing.mp3

"Jesus said to her, 'Go, call your husband and come here.' The woman answered Him, 'I have no husband.' Jesus said to her, 'You are right in saying you have no husband for you have had five husbands and he whom you now have is not your husband. This you said truly.' The woman said to Him,"

You will die if You read this without KNOWING ME

You must read this post and understand me or experiencing what I have written here is meaningless.
http://oroborusforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=14423&highlight=

Attention, do not proceed except You intend to know the Spirit. If You came here for any other reason You will not see what the Spirit intended and You will be in danger of all the fearful things written in the book and in my writing because You really never knew me.. Danger! Do not proceed without True intention of heart.


Do not proceed...... without first having experience from Spirit that indicated my true intention of heart.












I want You first if You have any fear from any post I have written. And if You came here with true intention of heart to love me and the Spirit that sent me then I want You to relax, and allow Yourself to breath (the one I am talking to) Because when You give a passionate anger or pain to the Spirit and do not return it to the one that judged You so that You do not separate in Your heart by hurting them, You can believe that what comes back from the Spirit is from the heart.

Judging a book by the words written by those that knew of Jesus but even they did not know the true intentions of his heart but were led to want to know it through the Spirit. This is how the blood of billions was shed by those that misunderstand the heart. For they desired to judge actions and appearance without ever truly knowing the true intentions of the heart. Therefore they draw the fear that they are really possessing inside. You cannot judge Your husband by actions as his actions are often part of Your intentions. These same secretly use his action that they misunderstood to excuse their own action.

Reading the book of revelation without knowing YOU Spirit You would find that You and all Your loved ones would be guilty and going to hell no matter how perfect You believe Your interpretation is about Jesus and even Your belief that You have the Spirit as many in religion do. Because the door was much more narrow than interpreting the bible correctly. And in reading a recent post without KNOWING the TRUE INTENTION OF THE HEART. In that post and many others those that read sound bites about me and really never try to understand my intent were told that I had given the ANGER and the INTENTION to the Spirit and that I wanted them off my planet. But that is also the secret to understanding the terrible things written in the bible. Because the father's that knew the Spirit were also angry and what was written was often as a prayer given to the Spirit, but knowing YOU then the intention would be passed out to each person according to their true intention of heart. Those that fear and misunderstand Jesus would misunderstand this intent. So it is that one little thing that Jesus said that made it through into the interpretation changes entirely everything about all the scribbling by scribes. Of course my intent is to REACH YOU. Not to kill anyone or that anyone might perish. But the fearful and unbelieving will misunderstand anyway. We cannot destroy this world without destroying ourselves. We cannot destroy the law without first gaining a new veil but one given from the Spirit. I am leaving to go to a new life. This was the smallest of points that could not get past the bible that there comes an interpretation that misunderstands me and interprets Jesus without Spirit. For the letter got those hiding without the Spirit to desire the end of everything in this world and gave them the deluding influence to create the end through their intention. Now with this intention the world was almost destroyed recently without any of You knowing. There needs to be a fresh tree planed for as Jesus said to them about every new expression that is more and more misunderstood that even Christianity would be like salt that has lost it's savor and that the religion of Christianity or "this world" would be trampled under foot. As salt should be when it has lost it's savor. A new tree planted like a new flower is the essence but this tree too will grow old and be cut down and thrown in the fire as the Spirit is always being made fresh. Now concerning the intent that SHE and those that SUCKLE her fears be gone I had given this same passion to the Spirit and chose not to put my anger on her as she did to me as I have described. And the smallest of points the Spirit revealed to me back then was included in what she said. "It's strange what Love makes You do some times". For that is the same reason that I did all that I did to understand that You cannot judge actions or by interpretation but only the Spirit that knows the true intentions of the heart can judge. Jesus came not to tell You the truth in the book, but to direct those that want to overcome what could not be figured out by interpretation as those that needed the law the most are those without the Spirit that carry the book under arm. But Jesus came to lesson the strangle hold of interpretation that You might have more abundant life while You fulfill other intentions of building and experiencing what would be used to reach Your hearts. But although they misunderstand and even slay him. He did not want to destroy their interpretation outright as that would destroy "the world". Rather he planted a new tree, or he intended a new creature, but knew what the decay of life without Spirit would do. Freshness is more important than appearance. In my anger the Spirit said it would do exactly as I asked because of this relationship that is the ONLY important relationship. My relationship with Pam is teaching me how to be more patient with a woman's fears, and how to use the love I experience/not learned as in interpretation, but the love of the Spirit to fulfill the intention of relationship rather than the law or marriage. So that love keeps us together rather than a law that leads couples to misunderstanding. I am going to a place where the Spirit will make every being feel as though You are the ONLY ONE. The place where each of us really exist.