Last Moments with my father

The moment I left pop I had exactly this experience

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HNt8K8ZI_6w


"Rain"

I feel it, it's coming
[Chorus:]

Rain, feel it on my finger tips
Hear it on my window pane
Your love's coming down like
Rain, wash away my sorrow
Take away my pain
Your love's coming down like rain

When your lips are burning mine
And you take the time to tell me how you feel
When you listen to my words
And I know you've heard, I know it's real
Rain is what this thunder brings
For the first time I can hear my heart sing
Call me a fool but I know I'm not
I'm gonna stand out here on the mountain top
Till I feel your

[chorus]

When you looked into my eyes
And you said goodbye could you see my tears
When I turned the other way
Did you hear me sayI'd wait for all the dark clouds bursting in a perfect sky You promised me when you said goodbye
That you'd return when the storm was done
And now I'll wait for the light, I'll wait for the sun
Till I feel your

[chorus]

Here comes the sun, here comes the sun
And I say, never go away

Waiting is the hardest thing
(It's strange I feel like I've known you before)
I tell myself that if I believe in YOU
(And I want to understand YOU)
In the dream of YOU
(More and more)
With all my heart and all my soul
(When I'm with you)
That by sheer force of will
(I feel like a magical child)
I will raise You from the ground
(Everything strange)
And without a sound you'll appear
(Everything wild)
And surrender to me, to love

Rain is what the thunder brings
For the first time I can hear my heart sing
Call me a fool but I know I'm not
I'm gonna stand out here on the mountain top
Till I feel your

Rain, I feel it, it's coming
Your love's coming down like
[repeat]

[chorus]

Rain, I feel it, it's coming
Your love's coming down like
[repeat]

Rain

Years ago I gave Raine postcards that her mother did not give her she just found out. They were pictures of whales breaching and written on them were "I will return to You at the Sign of the Whale"
http://oroborusforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=5767

Post right before his death
http://oroborusforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=14819&highlight=

New Baby

Congrats my dear Sarah on Your new baby.

Message to my Exuberant and Passionate daughter

http://www.camillemovie.com/flash/#/home
We watched Camilla and Pam wants to watch it again. It is about an exuberant girl that is getting married to an ex-con but her love is so powerful that even when he hurts her she does not see it and stays alive in love. He falls in love with her after hurting her and the end seems tragic as they were together in death. She died in an accident but love kept her seemingly alive until he joined her. I think about my daughter and how she is getting hurt in love, that I want her not to listen to those around her because the interpretation they took on about love but rather to draw from life the truth about it. Otherwise she will eventually only accept a person that is hiding like she would be. She is very brave! I trust the process of where she is at. Can You still love someone even with their faults that the world would see but You don't see it that way cause those that seem to be perfect according to the law are liars and hiding from life. Their fault is that because of their fear they condemn others that they misunderstand the true intentions of.

You can listen to this song at http://www.camillemovie.com/flash/#/downloads
I wish I could embed this song her for all to here so please go and find it as this is exactly where those on the edge finding life are at.

We gotta lay it on the line
We gotta find our place
we gotta look for the signs
We need to find some grace........
Every time we look it's easy to see
it's up to us if were gonna be free


Let the fire burn hot
Let the stars go out
Let the road run smooth
That's what it's all about
no matter what they say
We'll give it all we got
Let tommorrow come......
And Let the fire burn hot

It's all about the breaks
It's not about the blame
We gotta raise the stakes
Just to stay in the Game
It's hard to choose between life and death
But it's never too late to take one more breath

It's a crazy world
It's a crazy time
It'll be alright tonight holdin on tight

Let the fire burn hot
Let the stars go out
Let the road run smooth
That's what it's all about
no matter what they say
We'll give it all we got
Let tommorrow come......
And Let the fire burn hot

Oh, it is a Spiritual rebirth I had in mind for my daughter.

Bleeding love

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sF84pIhP5UM

You cut me open and I keep bleeding love

I love my life, and I love YOU, my life.

My babies are returning!!!!


It is YOU, my life that has done this. This song was on the radio everywhere while I was in Pensacola. And it reminds me of the pain of loving loved ones and how love drove me to only see YOU, my life, for YOU are able. This song reflects the pain of trying to love and follow the Spirit and how it tears Your heart open. I will not rest until all my children have been reached.

http://www.kovideo.net/lyrics/l/Leona-Lewis/Bleeding-Love.html
Closed off from love
I didn`t need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know it you`re frozen

But something happened
For the very first time with you
My heart melts into the ground
Found something true
And everyone`s looking round
Thinking I`m going crazy

But I don`t care what they say
I`m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don`t know the truth
My heart`s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothing`s greater
Than the rush that comes with your embrace
And in this world of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks that I`m going crazy, maybe, maybe

But I don`t care what they say
I`m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don`t know the truth
My heart`s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it`s draining all of me
Oh they find it hard to believe
I`ll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

I don`t care what they say
I`m in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don`t know the truth
My heart`s crippled by the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I

Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open and I
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love

He was pearced and out of his side came blood and water.

Synch with heart attacks been having for months

Part of this is from a post on www.speakreason.com forum
http://speakreason.com/phpbb/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=1685&p=8297#p8297

I now feel that I was overlooking something that could have turned into something wonderful as a synch because I feared it.

The synchs with the heart attack started months ago but I did not want to allow it so I did not post it. Turns out that I "MISUNDERSTOOD" this time and that by posting it and acknowledging it the synchs can move to change the energy to more like 'YOU". So I am posting it now. Also I met a 70 yr old Indian who was beating all the young guys running up hills by the coast. He also was talking about his son running world class marathon's. I am a long distance walker but being a fixture in a home with Pam has sort of curtailed that so that I need more strength exercise now and so I am having these teachers come. Many things are changing like the fact that I created rituals to keep certain things in my life as I went through the experience of reaching You/family etc. But rituals like religion grow old like a coat with holes in it and if You do not create new rituals all the time and even replace ones that are beginning to cause dis-----ease by looking in this moment for a new action to complement what is growing now and replace old systems related to my past intentions. I don't know if You know what I mean but I am letting go of single man rituals and passions to embrace simple pleasures as Pam and I are getting older.


Other synchs: Listening to AM coast to coast they were talking many subjects but got on the sunspot subject as I drove at night through the little town of Firebaugh,ca. on the way to Morro Bay. From the moment I entered Firebaugh they began using the word fireball and this continued until they changed the subject as I left Firebaugh. Later I was in a Mexican restraunt in Atascadero and began to think about the fireball synch. I began to look around to see what I was feeling in that room about the synch and there was this big picture showing C0RONA beer in a way that made me realize... Corona.

Michael Jackson was seeking to understand the heart and was humiliated by those that disgraced him. He needed to return but was hiding the pain in medications. As the moment drew close he chose to leave because it was too much. Those that humiliated him would have bore the shame if they knew the true intentions of his heart. He died in their place as all do that experience the humiliation of learning from the heart and try to understand why a man feels the way he feels.

Excited about seeing "You" Raine and PJ and Grandpa in Pensacola

I Want "Your" ankle to feel as good as new...

My synchs with Sarah Palin and Willow began a couple weeks ago that led to my daughter's change of heart and powerful experience at the very moment Willow Alaska had an earthquake and also led to being misunderstood again by the gals on Oro and then it changed again. Oh, well, going to see kids and dad now.

Sarah Palin intending to rise again, bounceback synch. Woman on his head synch as bad for America but the right wants this. Like an unloving marriage where she intends to make him fail. He will fail and this will be their failure as well as only through dreaming it perfect with the Spirit can it work. This also shows how we will "do it" with the Spirit, because "You are able". These people are the finest in keeping the law and appearances but it cannot last and they will fail because all that matters is love of the Spirit which leads to the Spirit being able to rescue You. But these that try and seem perfect through their own power must fail and turn to knowing how the Spirit works through You. Sarah Palin and Obama must fail and feel the humiliation of trying in their own power in order to begin not trying but allowing the Spirit to "do it". Both of these are sincere in trying to appear the very best and even sincere in serving God and the cross is failing when trying to DO YOUR BEST and dying to that intent and living to the Spirit doing it through You. It is a humiliating route.

Dying to let go of American Shame for money, and Palin

Well I feel done with this whole thing about reaching You.

Micheal Jackson was Born the same year as I was and on my son's birth day. August 29
Billy Mays was born the same year and the day after my birth day on July 20th.

Michael could not live in a world of women and the men who suckle their fears trying to shame him for money and left before what is coming for society which will be a good thing to miss if You have already suffered the sting of death and loss to understand the Spirit. Let's see how effective a mother's protection (see mother's protection post) out of fear is for her daughter like Palin. Self right need to have everything that is important to them taken from them like the Father of this world has.
See Stockman come and he take it all away.

Sucks to be an American Man right now.The way men are treated by self right females taught by their mothers. How it could just all pass away. American women love shame for money (the harlot) Let the universe give them all the shame they wanted to give others. Many leaving the struggle through death in coming weeks. Going to be alone with the Spirit and the company of my friend Pam as what is coming passes over. (SEE LEAVING THE STRUGGLE) Catch Yall on the flip side. I didn't want to be back with You folks, as that would just be a misunderstanding, I just intended to reach You.

Passion and the Teacher

My synchs of late have all the elements of what Yall are discussing.

Right now the movie frogs is on TV and yesterday Pam's brother was going to get rid of all the frogs. This is also related to the Magnolia synchs from a while back and the misunderstanding that happened on Prophecies which also has happened on Oroborus. The fire, the frogs, and the tower are the synchs this week.
http://www.stephentree.com/frogs/
fire http://oroborusforum.com/viewtopic.php?t=6549&highlight=

If You will not be reached through passion and the teacher then what will it take. The humility of the change is like that of Japan at the end of wwII and what changed their intent. For it is only when You say "I know nothing except what the Spirit says in this moment." There will be no watchmen on the tower because none of the synchs have been headed.

Post from fistcuffs on Oroborus
Quote:

So just like all the years of coincidental things that You did not understand until after it all finished I was just writing the synchs as they happen. And just like in all the other threads I have no idea what I am doing except YOU do it through me. So how long have You known me now just like a relationship, and how many things have we been through and the coincidences changed them. This is how it was in relationship that she really never knew me. For I said the synchs as they happened. Even the beer that another was drinking. It is because of this forgetfulness that I went away. It was because in relationship it did not matter how many times I forgave her her fear and helped her to feel like a person there always came a time that I,,,, well it was YOU doing it through me so then,, there always came a time when YOU were rejected and misunderstood and I had to go away. There are no fathers in America,, there are only mothers and those that suckle their interpretation.l If You cannot see I was writing as the synchs said and then everyone of You rejected it even though You had seen this over and over and it changed. No matter how many points I show in this case that You have overlooked You will never accept it and I am not saying to be like those folks being judged now in the news, I am showing what You overlooked about them. So every home has no father already. We coincidentally watched the old Robert Redford Movie last night "This Property Condemned".(tragic love story) This is why the FATHER did not ask if he could come back but requires You and Your children to come to him. I must go away again as I have from every relationship no matter how great the experience we shared there always came a time when that all went out the window and all I am doing was writing the synchs as they happen or living those synchs as they happen as in relationship.
It is not I You have rejected. And it is not I that You need to restore with as it was the Spirit that made the synchs that You misunderstood and I have no idea what I do. You will look for me and not find me.

Sure I was hurt and it shows up in my posts but there is also YOU in my posts that You reject. Do You remember the rootbeer thread?

Your body is not Your own. The Father knows how to reach the heart, but if You will not allow then You are reached through another path that is a replacement for passion. You must soften Your hearts for the Spirit is coming reflecting the words said. I am leaving for a while both Oro and Proph as words do not reach anyone.

There is already enough care for Willow and women but there is the smallest of points overlooked that is rejected. Of course we need to protect the children, but the intent being spread is not protection,, it is a misunderstanding of sanitation and fear. We cannot teach as we have from the beginning because fear has made a law/stumbling block. The father is for protection at such an age. There will be no watchmen on the tower as to reach Your heart it must be in that moment that Your heart is opened. You will not recieve EXPERIENCE that will teach trust, so You will recieve experience on another level that is harsher because of the block/law/misunderstanding.

On Hot Topics right now, If someone walks by and misunderstands how You communicate with Your children is it their business?

I have to go away as You all will misunderstand unless Your heart is first opened to this.
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