Tuesday, July 31, 2012

Getting Found

Getting Found 

In this experience both Pam and I are feeling lost and we are not sure what is going to happen. We, like many of You were feeling the immanent approach of "something". In this experience I begin to remember the energy that created the great JOLT that reached me to the heart when I asked the SPIRIT that I might KNOW YOU. I remembered what I saw then that was like a pool sitting in front of me and I was afraid to JOLT and jump in the pool and I let outside energy that just wanted to use me to do as it will and I found myself, as it were, hanging on the cross and taking the blame for it all. I then saw through this great JOLT that if I was to jump in the pool with great passion for something/anything, that the ripples of that passion that I had given to YOU/SPIRIT my WHOLE LIFE would be the creative force and not what I created by default sitting waiting for something horrific to happen. In this video, you will see the emotions of us both being lost and then how getting in sanctuary with YOU/SPIRIT revealed what it had always revealed throughout my life, and that is that I was not lost, but found even in "this moment" where I had lost myself.

I realized that even alone before there was a Pam, I was alone with YOU/You, I was creating "with" YOU/You. It is in sanctuary (as YOU are my sanctuary) that I remember all the synchs that gave me faith in that faith comes by hearing the word in this moment. (not as those that read a book and believe that is the word of God as the word is not quickened or alive until You EXPERIENCE IT.)

There are many changes about to occur and I needed to hear from the SPIRIT regarding them. Pam and I have tickets that came through a miracle to go to Maine and experience this new sanctuary where we can EXPERIENCE the benevolence of the SPIRIT (also in video) regarding how we all are in this sinking boat together.


Called Mom and she was reading Isaiah 25

On this mountain the Lord Almighty will prepare
a feast of rich food for all peoples,
a banquet of aged wine—
the best of meats and the finest of wines. 
7 On this mountain he will destroy
the shroud that enfolds all peoples, 
the sheet that covers all nations;
he will swallow up death forever.
The Sovereign Lord will wipe away the tears 
from all faces;
he will remove his people’s disgrace 
from all the earth.
The Lord has spoken.
9 In that day they will say,

“Surely this is our God; 
we trusted in him, and he saved us.
This is the Lord, we trusted in him;
let us rejoice and be glad in his salvation.”
10 The hand of the Lord will rest on this mountain
but Moab will be trampled in their land
as straw is trampled down in the manure.
11 They will stretch out their hands in it,
as swimmers stretch out their hands to swim.
God will bring down their pride 
despite the cleverness[a] of their hands.
12 He will bring down your high fortified walls 
and lay them low; 
he will bring them down to the ground,
to the very dust.

Mother is Watching Island at War

Monday, July 30, 2012

Why terrible things occur in society

This is in response to a post on Oroborusforum about the Movie Massacre

My experience of late is when someone has a powerful experience such as threatens their very ego/life (the test failure meant all his effort was for naught) that they respond in such a way and the law multiplies this because of the threat. I think this is what causes a man to kill his own family in this day and time because the law leaves no possibility to start new from their perspective. Once they have this Mark on their forehead, they do not see where they can coexist with humans. 

If humans could pass through such a powerful experience of change without the human judgement threatening their existence they would through a natural process undergo profound changes as that "cross" would be as the wind in their sail to propel them. But the snake/human believing themselves to know better has short circuited this and loves punishment causing a severe reaction. This is why the family member that is threatened by perhaps a terrible story getting out from his own "beloved" children or spouse often sees no recourse due to human beliefs except to "wipe all his family out". So the pressure from all who believe they know best is actually helping to murder so many. So it also is in so many instances in financial matters and business making what we see on the news seem unimaginable. 

The Priests and the Altar Boys is another example, for the ever so small mistake of seeing Jesus according to the Flesh instead of knowing it WAS THE SPIRIT speaking through him would lead so many that feel shame due to the fact that their "belief" says they are betrothed to God well the flesh is a flame that when You suppress in one area bursts out another. Shame is such a lid on a barrel fire, we should never have been taught shame or blame. Shame says "I do not deserve to hear from YOU/GOD" and therefore I deserve to fall in a pit. But the freshness of knowing the TRUTH about why we start fresh is now all there is. Therefore, it was said "For I know nothing Christ and him crucified." This is to know the freshness of Resurrection even after the whole world has crucified You. This is the freshness and power of synchroncity with SPIRIT. Not just synchs, but synchs with whom it is that is MY LIFE. 

There is coming a time, when I will remember Your sins no more that You might be born new and fresh and what was before is no longer. 

When a person is "labeled" in his/her own mind, they take on that energy and begin to become what those that label them want them to appear as, but this is really the scapegoat as all can be put in a situation where they could become this causing all to fall from grace. Therefore those believing themselves right as to allow them to condemn are really condemning themselves. 

Relationship always grows a veil that leads to separation based upon this principle. Therefore it said that in the moment You eat from that tree of the knowledge of good and evil you begin to die/separate. 

I have found that the world apart from humans is free from this stigma and judgement, and that it is like the shade from the severe sun related to relationship and society. Would that You and I could find shade and share such a garden again. This is how it is alone between YOU and I MY LIFE. Even in a crowd, I am alone with You. 

I spent a couple days on the road and returned home to find that Pam wanted only to find that shade alone with me. Yes, it feels like home. 

Mountain Synchs

Mountain Synchs from a post on Oroborus

Back about this same time in 2010 I was having synchs at Mt. Whitney about this and yesterday I too had the synch about petroglyphs with Bret as we traveled a back road I felt the rocks speaking.

Posted July 20th 2010 click for links 

Mountain Synchs

"The mountain came alive"

I'm the mountain I stay and remember, and I follow you with my love

"Jung never held that the archaic contents rise up in modern man with all their original coherence and consistency, like a massive and fully visible mountain, but only that enduring elements of forgotten myths emerge, like the summits of of sunken mountain ranges."

A mountain dream is used by the subconscious mind to tell us that we have many obstacles to overcome and they will be large ones and almost insurmountable.

The Indian name for Mt. Whitney was Wee La Mee or Place of the ALL SPIRIT. Wee La Mee or Mt.Whitney Indian Legend

When the boat starts to sink, there will be nothing but the Spirit that can keep it afloat.

From the Deepak Poem 
I want to give you something, my love,
for we are drifting in different streams of the world.
Our lives will be carried apart and our love forgotten.
But I am not so foolish that I would hope to buy your heart with gifts.
Your life is young, your path is long, and you drink my love
one sip at a time and run away.
You have your play and your playmates, your [lofter ?] and your carefree ways.
You are like a river that runs swift with a song, breaking through all barriers.
I am the mountain, I stay and remember, and follow you with my love.

"I tell you," he replied, "if they keep quiet, the stones will cry out."

What is Gobekli Tepe Saying?

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

You've Only Just Begun and You are HERE

This was a neat synch about the experience in Ft. Bragg at Eggheads and then at the Botanical Gardens. You will see that the synch that started about the Wizard of Oz about feeling lost and that You never really are as where You get lost to is where You are supposed to find the answer to that question. We then went to the Botanical Gardens and everywhere was that same synch even in the bookstore later... Yes, You are HERE^
Many things related in this Video to my experience including the "Alien" and "The Semiconductor"

First half of Videos related to the Botanical Gardens and Ft. Bragg

Second half of the Video related to the Botanical Gardens and Ft. Bragg

You've only Just begun
We were celebrating my Birthday and this was also the synch related to the song which I am
humming in the video

Tunnel to the Light
Within the Video is the Synch with the Sign of the Whale
Peek  a Boo Darling
About breaking your heart with those that reject the SPIRIT

Statue Named "Luna"
All the Flowers know who is their life
"Who are You looking at"

Many Synchs with St. Francis "Francisco"

The Alien and "this Moment" in the Video

Saturday, July 21, 2012

Loss/Collision meant for Good

From the post about my father's death

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Orb Queen's father on Pro phs just died and I went back to this thread and thought about the date and the prediction of YOU and I collide in 2005 on the date of Aug 27th and I am feeling what the synch is saying about reaching to the heart. And how it was related to the day after the storm/death/change/loss.

One thing I really feel is glad that Thomas is back here as he adds to my experience in all of this. I actually felt alone for a period when he was gone.

You too Luna are much appreciated right now as to Your understanding over the years.

And River we had a special connection related to our youth.

And that friend that reads these posts here that is once again homeless that I got the privilege of seeing while in South Florida.

Today my friend Peter that I met in Mammoth wrote me about a book he is sending to me feels timely to such experiences.

Pam and I are celebrating my birthday alone this weekend on the coast and plan on riding a dinner train through the mountains. I really need the time off as I have been pushing myself to satisfy my clients this week and got in at 1am Friday morning from a looong day only to turn around and head out again at 10am.. I need to rest.

One more thing related to this post is "The Leaf" as it was the experience related to my mother and my desire to be close to her and have a better Spiritual connection which the SPIRIT created through the collision where she and I collided while I was in Palm Beach but the seemingly bad thing resulted in the understanding that was desired. For You see it really placed something in her heart that will remain related to our relationship. So it is with yall too, that the seemingly bad collision related to the SPIRIT and this forum was really meant for good.

Today I had this experience about being inspired to read by synchs rather than reading and making the book the authority.

Tuesday, July 10, 2012

Tumey Hills, the Cross, the teacher, the squeaky door

This is the video of my thoughts at Tumey Hills

A couple of weeks ago Pam and I took a shortcut from Salinas to Fresno just for the fun of it. As we came up to the Foster’s Ice cream which was like an Oasis after the dessert. Just about a mile down the dirt road is the Tumey Hills Rec area and we decided on our way back from Bakersfield to hang there for a while. I used it to get a tan as the temp was in the upper 90’s. And to record thoughts about the evolution of the synchs. Cross/teacher/squeaky door
The squeaky door leading to the shooting area.

The soft white material that comes down the hill

From up on top of the hill

Going up the hill

Interstate 5 from the top

found this interesting crystal

A lot of a particular crystal could be found at this location.

The aloneness was perfect and I did some vids that I will enclude in this post as I upload them.

Wednesday, July 04, 2012

Wash away my sorrow

Even after all (20 years) that was meant to reach loved ones there are those that don't want to hear the SPIRIT and just want to hate and intentionally misunderstand. Now in this relationship with SPIRIT the synchs indicated that it would then be time to "wash away my sorrow, take away my pain, Your love is coming down like rain". So Be It

Healing Synchs of Late

In episode 4 of Medicine Men go Wild Pam and I recognised the synch of late which is IF YOU BELIEVE IT THEN IT WILL WORK. And the more You connect with SPIRIT and ask for healing the more the belief given by SPIRIT will work. In that episode the western medicine could not at all explain the "coincidence" of when the healing began related to "The Leaves" and the belief of the healer. I wish to discuss the synch related to the leaf/words of SPIRIT.

This synch has been occurring in great numbers and we want to remember these and share them with You.

We also intend that the synchs begin to move out among those needing this.

Like the synch I had with the REAR VIEW MIRROR when my third lumbar was crushed I lived with it many years both walking funny and in great pain. But when the SPIRIT said through the synchs that a rear view mirror was the treatment I like You had no idea how that would happen. This is the story of how the SPIRIT accomplished what the doctors could not do when my daughter opened the door of the car and went running.


This is a big issue with me because when my back was such a problem for me I did not want to try fads or anything other than something real from the Spirit as that was all my life was about. Rather than trying to do it myself through trying, YOU/Spirit would have to do it. There was a surrender to Spirit not a giving up. And so it had to be a real synch that I could believe in that it happen to me rather than me doing it for myself. Like the story with the car mirror every time I put out the intention (grew the intention) the synch with a car mirror would come up. Then at a moment my daughter ran from the car and I ran in great pain to catch her I ended up running into a car and the exact spot the car hit my hip was the driver's mirror and it snapped and the perfect place for it to hit happened. So I don't believe in fads, I only believe in the smallest of points overlooked. Now how to get to that point is not by thinking about it, but rather by letting go of the problem and getting in the Spirit in this moment and living. You must live if You want life and looking at the problem is the opposite of what You want. With Pam's eyes we let go of the problem and just played and laughed about the synchs when they began to speak of the eyes of flies we did not get serious but continued to play until the answer was in front of us. This is important to me because after all that has happened Pam still wants to try fads rather than wait for a synch and I don't want to fill the cup, but rather remain open to Spirit on all our needs.

Now I would like to relate how humans misunderstood Jesus when he allowed the healing using whatever was around him believing. For some he had dip in the Jordan as the poetry of the Jordan is the water (understanding) that comes from on high. (From YOU) Some he put mud on his fingers and spat into it and rubbed it on eyes and the SPIRIT spoke through the person saying "I see men walking around as TREES" Poetry of the SPIRIT, meaning he saw first what the SPIRIT was saying through his understanding and then began to see. Surrender to the SPIRIT and the way the "coincidences" unfold and there is something about becoming one with the believer/healer/SPIRIT through the healer.

Anyway this is the thread I will post these synchs about healing.

Sunday, July 01, 2012


If I had a dream or fear about cancer I would go to a beautiful sanctuary and wait on the smallest of points overlooked from SPIRIT that I could concentrate on (and not let the fear have root) and I would not seek to know by tests first as to move in such a direction creates along those lines. We need to put the SPIRIT first. 

Even if it already looks like I had such a problem I would not seek outside opinion but rather seek how the SPIRIT would turn the tables. After all what is flesh/life for but to REACH YOU to the HEart? Remember we chose to live this life and it was the perfect choice. 

Of course yall know I'm strange that way. 

Course, that word is related,,,, like course in school and runs it's course

Of course I am just strange that way. 

Count it ALL JOY when such news comes as YOU/SPIRIT ARE ABLE and JOY is WHERE YOU ARE and where the answer is found. Devastating news is like a storm that runs it's course that as I see ONLY YOU changes to the benevolence of the SPIRIT. 

You and I have endured many storms and after they passed over they left in their wake the benevolence and freshness for those that believe the SPIRIT.