Tuesday, January 29, 2013

He wants to take the pain/blame away.

This is from a post where the beloved friend demands all the blame be on the man for her bad experience. This is an agreement with a retainer that as You reject the SPIRIT You reject the growth and power that comes from allowing the experience and learning. Co post that goes with this is Don't be afraid to break hearts least of all Your own.

So I had an experience that I am to write here about this subject. It starts with the realization that YES he IS to take the blame. Pam and I took the weekend off in a beautiful place and as I walked I let go of many kinks in my back caused by stress. 

As Jesus took the whole blame and DIED for the Bride/Church so husbands are to love their wife/those in their life, and even lay down their lives for them. This does not mean just between a husband and wife but all who come as angels walking up and down the stairs from heaven. Even that person, the least of them, that you feel such blame for as those that believe in shame and blame but do not dream of passion may draw to themselves such as they need to convict them. See below."Convict" 

In the moments of anger, shame and blame I too am as lost in my flesh as You, Luna, are often lost. 

BUT, when I spend time with the SPIRIT it reveals what is greater than our flesh as the SPIRIT gave me that to tell You. Of, course, and he wants it that way because it is SO important that You let go of the shame and blame and start new that first he wants to take the blame truly. 

The way it is supposed to work is that the human man (that has believed the SPIRIT so that he is saved in this moment) is the bride of the SPIRIT and the SPIRIT has shown how the blame is paid for through such as the killing of the son of man through interpretation by those that do not know SPIRIT need someone to blame. Love wants You to start new and be free of shame and blame as those that feel shame separate from each other so You separate from SPIRIT and reject SPIRIT daily through shame and blame. This is why it is easier for the person blamed to accept that the person that uses blames and "might use blame also for profit". 

So, what we want You to do is feel no shame even while You blame so that You can feel better about starting new which is very important. 

This is my intent for You that You feel no blame and that You are free of that weight. 

What the SPIRIT through Jesus was really saying to me. 
Now the man will see it differently while fulfilling the Woman's intent, for he who knows how things really are attracted in life knows that every person draws to themselves exactly as they believe. So he knows whether he had true intent and he knows if she seeing his passion as a man and using it against him to shame him and therefore what she does perhaps seems ok since he dose this evil in her interpretation, She can use it to gain advantage through public humiliation. (This is not Your experience but mine) But if She really NEVER KNEW ME and my intent was the original intent of the heart then her manipulation to entrap him is not more righteous after all. But he is being shamed just for being a man. (This is the power of the snake that worships the intention of the woman and does her bidding through the law such as a judge. 

The power of the LAW is shame and blame to separate and block the door to SPIRIT, but the power of the SPIRIT is freedom from that shame and to be born new in this moment understanding the true intent of those hiding behind a veil. This is why miracles happen so much for someone in the SPIRIT but the world that believes in shame and blame pray constantly and feel sorry for each other yet never know the SPIRIT. 

The last part of this is related to how he is free from the world's shame and blame and that is what happened after Jesus was shamed, blamed, and carried a cross of love until the shame and blame cause the relationship to die and blame and shame always leads to separation and through he may still love her he goes away and starts new as a stranger in a strange place. 

Yes, he wants to take the blame the SPIRIT indicates but it also means he will not be around to shame anymore. 

The other point those that hide through humiliation by only presenting the shame of those in society while overlooking the beam in their own eyes such as those hiding behind religion is that what they are really doing is rejecting the SPIRIT saying it is different here and this person is to blame and that is why there is no POWER of the SPIRIT through them. The man whose thigh/heal is bruised by the snake and does not believe the angel/message of the SPIRIT suffers in vain and never grows in the SPIRIT. 

Yes, I do understand how You feel that You are not to blame and I do not want You to feel any blame but this is also what is causing the tree within/SPIRIT to grow and gain power against the lie that controls the world. 

The lie is why after each event such as Katrina those seeing my flesh and hating me wanted to ban me and this has of course happened over and over after each prediction until the "End of the presumptuous Woman" which is the poetry of the present day church/supposed bride for she is only there trying to cover her own shame and if she really knew him there would be no shame only freshness in this moment. 

Luna, I am easily walked down the garden path as Jesus also was only seemingly use him for money and my flesh and personality is not very attractive to women but through the passion of coming to know SPIRIT and myself and yes women, I see the truth and anger on the other side of the THIN veil of her flesh and I really don't care to be around those that reject SPIRIT but I do love and appreciate the one that allowed her heart to be broken in order to really know me as I also went through such with the SPIRIT. This is my life/wife and for her I know the SPIRIT would fulfill that I would die for her/those in my life that TRULY know the SPIRIT through me and are not just trying to illuminate the weaknesses of a man's flesh to the world. 

This is why he leaves her because of shame and blame. When she was given the "tool" of shame and blame at the tree of good and evil for shame and blame is synonymous with it. Because constant shame and blame and use of the law of marriage to force a man to stay and work for someone without true intent and someone that only wants to use the shame of the world against a man's passion ALWAYS LEADS TO. For before after his passion play/shame and death and Resurrection he said as every man also feels from shame and blame. I also feel this interacting with those who are overtook with blame and shame on these forums. 

"My soul is overwhelmed with sorrow to the point of death," he said to them. "Stay here and keep watch." 

But I tell you the truth: It is for your good that I am going away. Unless I go away, the Counselor will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you. When he comes, he will convict the world of guilt in regard to sin and righteousness and judgment 

For it is this reason that Your heart was broken, go in the freedom of the SPIRIT without further shame or blame which when You have it for the least of these "my brothers" You also separate from ME/SPIRIT. This is the message of the SPIRIT that reveals why those hiding behind religion really never knew SPIRIT and were never known by SPIRIT. 

Related Story 
take this waltzOf shame and blame and passion and loss (Even the daisies are fitted perfect in this movie.)

Sunday, January 20, 2013

It is hard when You are being led down a path by a pretty face

No blame, just the subject is blame and when it gets intentionally turned on Me I just have to jolt myself out of the feelings as they are creating as I learned long ago and let go of it before. That was what I was saying but You don't want others to see that. 

The SPIRIT was telling me something was up as early as the 13th. 

The Bear Attack synch started on the 13th 

It is hard when You are being led down a path by a pretty face to understand what is going on in that moment. Dance with a Snake 

Friend that only wants to lead You into a trap of wolves is Judas and I didn't even get a kiss on the cheek. 

You go girl!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He like You believes in evil and needs to experience what You handed him. I don't mean You draw such experience for the reason You think, no it is to learn about good and evil and forgiveness. Like sheep to the slaughter at this point in Your life You are to slaughter that man. You believe in the law and I need to to slaughter such as break the law and would do such a thing with the intentions of heart that You also believe. 
I have stated that those deep held beliefs of Good and Evil, Shame and blame draw to us as we believe such as those that believe in punishment draw punishment. Such experience is what we ALL are in this reality to experience. As GOD suffered his ONLY SON also to experience the humiliation and rejection and manipulation of the snake. 

Likewise, those that believe in forgiveness receive forgiveness and even are delivered from the devil. 

We are here in this reality to learn about how to overcome these beliefs through knowing the SPIRIT. 

And someone that feels so strongly in punishing certain crimes is normal, well until they themselves like the woman caught in adultery that the law said to stone was forgiven just before being stoned. Good thing our society does not believe in such harsh beliefs or women would probably get very similar treatment over LOVE and PASSION as men now. But anyway, when You find Yourself in such a sitation because someone hates You and leads you down a path carrying a cross and labeling Your cross so that all can humiliate You then if You really are seeking to know the SPIRIT You will experience this turning of the tables and then You come to understand why Jesus said I came for sinners not for the righteous (self righteous) And You may be delivered from the evil manipulating person that loves their hate and belief in evil more than they love You so You are in deep doooky and experiencing the shame of that experience. Then You will want to let go of that shame and blame so that You can live again and so now there is only the voice of the SPIRIT that keeps You from the EVIL ONE that happens to be the person that believes in good and evil and is trying to lift up their interpretation by making You evil. 

To have a person that loves good and evil for a friend is dangerous and is why the SPIRIT through Jesus would take nothing less that unconditional faith in a wife so much so that she would die for him without question. 

On Monk right now “Your going to have to trust other wise Your going to be completely alone”. 

There is those under the law that try to keep the law to the letter and there are those under the SPIRIT that have gone through all the layers of experience (drank the cup related to Jesus humiliation) To follow the SPIRIT is to not go to a place of shame and blame but to whatever is beautiful and acceptable. This has been written on their heart, not by the law but by the SPIRIT through things like the teacher related to passion and love. 

I want You to understand that Jesus was walked down a road of shame by someone that said they loved him and was his friend. The world had a belief at the time that what Jesus was saying about himself was blasphemy and that he should be killed like the woman caught in adultery because he believed the SPIRIT when it said that he would be a King which is like terrorism in such a society if You judge by the veil of interpretation at the time. 

The belief in Good and Evil draws experience that leads to testing beliefs that do not mesh such as Love, forgiveness, punishment evil and those that entrap others to move the guilt and humiliation away from themselves. Like when they were humiliated by circumstance when the SPIRIT made someone right. 

I cannot remain where the wolves will continue to sneak and lie to set me up but rather I am going to be alone with one person that would die for me without question and the world can just do as it wishes. When this world is over I will wake in a world where there is only GOOD which is following the SPIRIT in LOVE. Those that believe in evil will awake to evil and shame and blame and create their own punishment. 

The only crime that they cannot see the true intent of the heart is that of Judas where someone that calls You a friend and eats at Your same table is setting You up to humiliate You while saying they love You. This is why I did not speak to a human for many years and I long for that time with SPIRIT again as Humans because of shame and blame cannot be trusted. That is why the SPIRIT said one must love GOD more than family and give their life for the SPIRIT. 

I cannot trust whom believes so venomously in evil as to me that IS evil. I have experienced all I needed to experience here and have much material to write the things I have wanted to express but I leave this struggle now as I will not be led to manipulation again. Let me go and go back to blaming that guy from years ago and do not shift your HATE my way as there are many good things to remember about our past friendship and I want to leave with those good parts. Goodbye!

Friday, January 18, 2013

And so I go away again, not because of You but because of me

And so I go away again, not because of You but because of I want to only see SPIRIT and not get caught up in the energy of blame and shame. It is impossible to do when You get around shame and blame. Therefore the temple had no shame or blame.

Why Shame and Blame are wrong to believe in

Pre-shame Garden
                        It is my experience that it is better to be blamed and misunderstood by those that love shame and blame and attention to evil of others while seeking to know the SPIRIT than to go about trying to know GOD while holding blame for others.
The attention to GOOD/SPIRIT before the attention to not good/evil.

The moment of shame because they were naked
                        The man and his wife were both naked, and they felt no shame.

                        They both ate from the fruit of the Idea of Good and Evil

Then the eyes of both of them were opened, and they realized they were naked; so they sewed fig leaves together and made coverings for themselves.
My experience of what believing in Good and Evil/shame and blame creates
                        The path of SPIRIT is attention to SPIRIT and not attention to the veil of good and evil that those looking to control through shame love more than they love each other. The simplicity of attention to SPIRIT and learning from SPIRIT is where our attention is to be. But when we consider evil thinking that blame and shame of another makes us appear more right we misunderstand and we are the evil. Therefore those hiding behind religion that never knew/follow SPIRIT but rather follow an interpretation that leads to shame and blame ARE the problem. They of course see the person following and learning from SPIRIT and misunderstand (often on purpose in order to shame and control their own fears) The person that loves shame and blame completely puts all blame on whom they deem evil which is exactly the meaning of Jesus and the cross. They are they that would crucify CHRIST all over again because their attention is not on LOVE through attention to SPIRIT. They feel because they are the victim that they are righteous but this is the illusion of the veil.

My own creations due to the emotions both of shame and blame

  1. Car door opens car coming
As I felt the blame I felt anger and blame toward the people wanting to blame. So as I rode down the street being a believing I create my reality things begin to happen. The first was that no cars were on this street until as I drove up to a car the girl inside opened the door to where I had to swerve to miss and lo and behold a car also was passing at the same moment. What this says to me is that the blame was creating more situations where someone around me would be at fault. But was it not me feeling this way that ruined the moment? This is why such things as rape are the result of believing in shame and blame.
  1. Way closes causing accident
There were many occasions during the day that were more complex but then as I rode the bike to meet Pam after carrying the energy of the person that was a victim that was angry at me for trying to comfort them by getting them to see the peace in non blame/shame situations and that we are the creators of our experience. But the next was  The next situation where I would have wanted to blame a man that inadvertently stepped into the path of my bike when many cars were coming and so I had to hit the curb or him. I fell and my fingers are hurting while I type this because of the experience. But there was no pain at the time it happened.
  1. Folks Making all kinds of judgments that cause me to not be in right place
As I began the ride yesterday I noticed that an energy I was carrying effected every part of my ride. As I stopped to put my coat on my bike everyone around me was making judgments about me as a pedestrian on a bike and it really effected their judgments about driving.
My return to Pre Shame Garden and attention to SPIRIT
                        Many years ago I went through this experience alone after letting go of humans because of their veil over their eyes. As the veil effects me more I leave the struggle for the simplicity of the SPIRIT alone or with a trusted friend/partner. My return to humans is for the purpose of reaching them but inadvertently many of them begin to try to make me to blame as I am misunderstood in my intent. This leads to having to leave that person for a period.
            No longer does the my Ego live but YOU are living through me.

What those that believe in shame blame and punishment are really doing by lifting their interpretation above the SPIRIT. The world is about to change.

What has been overlooked about a man’s sanctuary/temple and the absence of shame and blame.

            If you have any grievance against anyone You cannot receive from SPIRIT except problems occur making you feel blame but who is their to blame when You create a bolder to coincide and smash You. The bolder has no name to say “Mr. Bolder is to blame because he should have let me have the right of way. So whether you are in a state of shame or blame both are not of SPIRIT and both lead to more shame and blame. Let go of the veil of interpretation and let SPIRIT take over. Sure because it is not grown yet as You believe You will get hurt and it is by allowing this that the SPIRIT grows to salvation.

The things of the SPIRIT are Spiritually discerned and cannot be understood by interpreting the book. Only through the experience of humiliation and shame that CHRIST bore for men (for there is a great shame in this world just because You are a man) so much so is the shame that is immediate upon being a man that the Son of Man would destroy this earth because of the lack of joy and SPIRIT that the liar and the Woman that loves that lie want to keep the world believing.

When all hell brakes loose and no comfort is given to those that feel a victim it will be because they will not receive the truth but love a lie about shame and blame. You cannot receive from SPIRIT while believing in blame. You ONLY create a situation where You are found to blame in the end.

Now I go away and leave the struggle

Tuesday, January 01, 2013

Let's see who actually reads this stuff

The Norway Killer  and the Unibomber wanted to reach Humans to the heart and have Manifestos
This Written on Wikepedia  http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anders_Behring_Breivik
But they did not know there is something better than a bullet
Death is the Greatest Communicator in Life and the Message
becomes clear as the SPIRIT is manifest, because those that DROP DEAD
will be more and more predicted by what we will learn and then
how things will change!

These are just some thoughts from my own frustrations with the "self right people"
that have the whole world following a lie at this moment and will not allow any other to be heard.
It is commonly known that children "act out" when they feel they are not being heard.

Like the young janitor in the movie Good Will Hunting who undoubtedly disagreed with the Lying snake and was rejected by woman that loved the lie, because “that stuff ain’t real”. He would probably be the one that knowing how full of crap the world was and their interpretation that since he is always rejected and misunderstood and some loser that is playing up to the “right people” is the one that “gets the life”. Perhaps if we knew how many know the snake is full of hogwash and when rejected far enough they only want to reach You to the heart but they don’t know there is something better than a bullet.

The Unibomber was a brilliant mathematician http://dancalloway.com/wordpress/2009/08/unabomber-and-brilliant-mathematician/  but I am sure that he knew that he would be passed  up by someone that APPEARS as those that believe in appearances and never knew the intentions of his heart.

Do You know that it is what You were taught to PROMOTE as truth that is causing people that have been rejected because of one aspect of themselves that all the “good people hide, that the snake and the woman reject, causing everyone to run to their corner and away from those that have what they could call a flaw. What I am saying is that REJECTION by those that believe a lie is the cause of terrible things happening. This is what is meant by You never knew me. The “self right people” love the aftermath of such a killing spree as then they can point and say “I could never do such a thing” but in reality they could never do such a thing because they have not been rejected as such a man is rejected that being more true to himself but the world never knew the self but lifts up a lie and kills those that Jesus said they would. Every time You reject someone for the lie of the snake You add to the hell that is coming.

Thanks be to the SPIRIT that there is something better than a bullet and those that really are the problem cannot run and hide. Working for the snake and those that love a lie is better said through a quote from the movie by such that are labeled after they break and do what they see as the only way to REACH YOU TO THE HEART.

Quote from the Movie Good Will Hunting

Why shouldn't I work for the N.S.A.? That's a tough one, but I'll take a shot. Say I'm working at N.S.A. Somebody puts a code on my desk, something nobody else can break. Maybe I take a shot at it and maybe I break it. And I'm real happy with myself, 'cause I did my job well. But maybe that code was the location of some rebel army in North Africa or the Middle East. Once they have that location, they bomb the village where the rebels were hiding and fifteen hundred people I never met, never had no problem with, get killed. Now the politicians are sayin', "Oh, send in the Marines to secure the area" 'cause they don't give a shit. It won't be their kid over there, gettin' shot. Just like it wasn't them when their number got called, 'cause they were pullin' a tour in the National Guard. It'll be some kid from Southie takin' shrapnel in the ass. And he comes back to find that the plant he used to work at got exported to the country he just got back from. And the guy who put the shrapnel in his ass got his old job, 'cause he'll work for fifteen cents a day and no bathroom breaks. Meanwhile, he realizes the only reason he was over there in the first place was so we could install a government that would sell us oil at a good price. And, of course, the oil companies used the skirmish over there to scare up domestic oil prices. A cute little ancillary benefit for them, but it ain't helping my buddy at two-fifty a gallon. And they're takin' their sweet time bringin' the oil back, of course, and maybe even took the liberty of hiring an alcoholic skipper who likes to drink martinis and fuckin' play slalom with the icebergs, and it ain't too long 'til he hits one, spills the oil and kills all the sea life in the North Atlantic. So now my buddy's out of work and he can't afford to drive, so he's got to walk to the fuckin' job interviews, which sucks 'cause the shrapnel in his ass is givin' him chronic hemorrhoids. And meanwhile he's starvin', 'cause every time he tries to get a bite to eat, the only blue plate special they're servin' is North Atlantic scrod with Quaker State. So what did I think? I'm holdin' out for somethin' better. I figure fuck it, while I'm at it why not just shoot my buddy, take his job, give it to his sworn enemy, hike up gas prices, bomb a village, club a baby seal, hit the hash pipe and join the National Guard? I could be elected president. 

Unlike any other creature the snake in the tree teaches the woman to judge using the knowledge of good and evil but they never knew that it was themselves they are judging. The SPIRIT was always leading us toward life experience, always something fresh and new but once we begin to question what is good and what is bad we loose our trust in the SPIRIT by first questioning what we know we are to do because of appearances.