GrayLady wrote:
Could this have been about Robin Williams passing?
He made millions happy.
The corn dough or corn doll could indicate his hollow depressed self.
I have been thinking about the appreciation and joy that is important to harvest.
That is what the corn maidens were about,
joy in the midst of sorrow and great emptiness. A single seed was given
and loved and appreciated and it grew into a great harvest. But if the
forces that only want to tear down ($$ for profit$$) are allowed and
even encouraged the great harvest will falter. A fake corn maiden is a
very selfish thing that imitates the love and true intent of the real
thing but inside it is seeking the next thing to devour.
http://biblehub.com/1_peter/5-8.htm
Quote:
Be alert and of sober mind. Your enemy the devil prowls around like a roaring lion looking for someone to devour.
I
am feeling that Robin Williams's death is a sign of the loss of this
appreciation and joy. When I experienced the sorrow that brought me so
low of course nothing really mattered except how these feelings were
killing me. But it was the thoughts and the pain of being so manipulated
and used that made me feel that I could never be loved truly. I began
to feel what the demon that had alternative motives wanted me to feel.
But it was the thoughts that were the problem. I realized that my whole
life I wanted to know the true intentions of the heart. And what was
happening to me that brought me so low was intended. A part of me had to
die or all of me would die. That part was my thinker. You know when
your are out of food and luck and hated above all men it is not best to
think about it but rather to feel something good, fresh and new.
Quote:
Through my broken heart YOU/SPIRIT came
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S2N_uvnvGbI
If
I had not let go of those thoughts and waited for what was
truth,(nothing else mattered) I would not have had to kill myself
because I knew I would have died anyway. How EARTH/SPIRIT must feel with
demand, demand, demand and no appreciation. And teaching the children
to take advantage too. Why you are just there to devour and if you don't
allow it they use the law/snake to do their bidding. Like Exxon bought
the law, she flatters the court. So everybody lost. (And will loose,
that is the plan)But then those with true intent will find joy and
appreciation for what remains as the SPIRIT is able to fulfill all the
needs of the
joyful believer in each moment.
It
was that freshness of the synchs that had led me to the door of that
broken heart... not the person who would feel blame and shame for it....
why blessed is she who nailed me to this tree. As sure as Jack falls
she will come tumbling after. We cannot intentionally hurt another
piercing across the veil except we find we are that person on the other
side.
So why the synchs/word of GOD that comes in the moment of
GREAT HUMILITY to lift me out of that and turn my attention to YOU and
the flowers.
Don't girl
Feel
Thinking is like points in an equation
We always overlook the smallest of points
Feeling, and feeling the wonder of YOU/SPIRIT
Why that is the height and depth and width
And so turning my attention to YOU whom I had sought to know my whole life I found my life
It would be hard to believe that Robin Williams had enemies but he had many. I am sure Sarah Palin was not a fan.
I am sure a lover whom he at one time was very close could have become
equally his enemy perhaps over the unfairness of attention to thoughts
about MONEY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (You know a man with money is attractive
until that fades due to lack of joy and he says he would rather write a
book, then magically it is time to cash in on this marriage scam as
planned from the beginning.) You know it was cocaine, "white girl" they
call it around here, that depressed him. Attention to either one of
those will depress and kill anyone, or the
post shame associated with such anyway.
You cannot shame a man who has experience with true intent, wild hearts
can't be broken, you cannot trade shame for money with someone that
shuns money because of her. Now that is THE TRUE INTENTIONS OF THE HEART
OF JESUS! You cannot pull the fluffy white wool over them eyes,
they
see your true intent and know that being hated above all men for the
SPIRIT's sake is better than the cocaine/white girl depression. Why
he died so that he might live and is no longer that person whose heal
was bit by that snake. Why his wisdom is greater than those who appear
to flatter her. Knowing the true intentions of the heart. Now if there
be love it is SPIRIT and from SPIRIT that it proceeds. She no longer
owns love as that was just the form of it. Now SPIRIT loves through
those we call our own. So all this is said because it is easy to
understand why RW checked out. If all does not fulfill, though I reached
the heavens of what flesh can do,,,, I am nothing without YOU/SPIRIT.
Love is nothing, without SPIRIT. Why, all who claim to be anything are
nothing. Depressing without SPIRIT isn't it?
Therefore, I sought to only know YOU, for all else is vanity. Utterly meaningless!!
Even so, after many honers and learning all I could it was
meaningless, I even let my wild heart run like a wild horse but even
this was meaningless except as
I sought to know YOU I became YOU having my heart broken from all this experience. If I had not found YOU because of this broken heart I too would have
Asphyxiated due to depression.
Related
http://dnatree.blogspot.com/2011/12/pushstart-how-you-start-your-day-is.html
I
am rambling again but finding out that it was not you that was desired
tends to depress someone and if you don't find SPIRIT/RELIEF for the
soul.. well, you begin to
blame women like that kid in Santa Barbara.
Does money make an ugly guy more attractive?
Well I was so relieved to loose everything to get rid of that constant
demand without appreciation. I learned (even to the heart) what it was
really all about. SHE/SPIRIT gave me a place to put the passion.
Wild Hearts can't be broken
Was love the pain that started all this
Was it the cause that drew her first kiss ($$$$$)
Or was it the reason I wanted her so
My blood runs hot, but she already knows
This is my passion play
Wild Hearts can't be broken
The preacher and lawyer have taken my bride (snake interpretation knowledge shame blame)
by their view she's come abide
IS THIS THE REASON THAT I DIED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's love across time get ready for the ride!!!!!
This is my passion play!!!
Wild Hearts can't be broken.
I feel You don't have one ounce of true intent but only are looking for
a way to manipulate through starting fights that is why You started
that thread. You have done this to yourself, get your manipulations out
of my threads as I am afraid for You because of how folks like You
punish yourselves for being a liar and a manipulator and for what You
know You really have done that only You and the SPIRIT know.
