In 1993
My life seemed over, I was afraid to walk out to the mailbox as it seemed my world was coming to an end. I had so many problems as I had lost my income and she had set me up terribly on so many fronts. Life seemed as though it was out to kill me.
I had nothing I could do but think of YOU/MY LIFE
about twelve years before this I was very intentional about knowing the True Intentions of the heart of Jesus and kept seeking to be led by the SPIRIT and holding that intent until the synchronicities started with "The Inheritance of the saints'in light"
This sounded so good and the synchs began with the word Inheritance
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Synchronicity was the beginning of my experience back in 1980. I used to study bible 6-8 hours a night and
prayed about baptism and the word inheritance one night and began to write a poem about how the poem I was writing was my deed to my inheritance.( I did not know what I was writing) the next day I hopped in my truck on the way to work and when I turned the radio on the first word out of the radio was the word inheritance. The man went on to say on the radio that a man died and so a young man received a deed for a piece of land and the man called up his lawyer and asked,“how do I know this land really exists, all I have is this paper” The lawyer said, “do you see the seal on that piece of paper” to which the young man replied “yes” ,,, The lawyer then said “that seal tells you that that land exists. That began the synchronicities that because of being labeled a fool I had to keep quiet about for 20 years. At first I had many experiences with the word inheritance. Then the synchronicities began to speak of the 12 tribes of the Isrealites and then the 12 tribes of the American Indians. Of the Zodiac, of the twelve months, twelve tones and twelve hours. And of whole systems and systems theory. Then the synchronicity with the wordsynergy.syn·er·gy Pronunciation Key
So over the years I had learned a lot from SPIRIT about the poetry of things like
water being understanding that comes from YOU and
Wine is that understanding becoming life like the LIFE I live now.
So each day over about
12 years I grew in the synchs with SPIRIT, I also grew in my understanding of Jesus but there came a time when I knew I needed the SPIRIT to reveal the meaning of what I had read and not to "interpret" for the SPIRIT.
I knew I had to let YOU/MY LIFE do it through me so I gave up on trying to be good after having True Intention of Heart I had tried but failed over and over. About the best thing all that placed into me was "how can I judge anyone else when I could not be as I thought Jesus wanted me to be?"
So having all this experience with SPIRIT I knew YOU were there but had no idea how YOU would accomplish this through me. So I just went on having the synchs and growing in the SPIRIT until......
The day my world ended
In that MOMENT there became "ONLY YOU AND I MY LIFE"
No longer did humans exist, or anything except it come in the form of YOU.
Through the energy of the poison you make everything happen for me by my attention to SPIRIT
Each day I had to have
SOMETHING FRESH, SOMETHING NEW, SOMETHING THAT REMINDED ME OF YOU to carry with me that day and keep my mind close to YOU.
I found when I stayed close to YOU that all fear was cast out.
I had been JOLTED,
I was all shook up
I found I needed to jolt myself or life would do it in a manner I did not intend
So I would go out on the street looking for YOU fresh each day in a moment in a place alone each day I would walk sometimes for three days holding a deep emptiness which was the vacuum that drew you to me.
So I left the struggle of human reality for many years and stayed with the SPIRIT to experience "
Something Wild that was leading me home".
Ok that is all for now on that subject
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I am noticing how Trump is trying to get all the attention/worship and is blocking the door to the SPIRIT in the Temple and I cannot reach you past all the hype. I imagine that will be "vaporized" soon. Just saying if you put your (tiny pond) brain above the SPIRIT... OOOH boy I would not want to be him right now.
But anyway I see the SPIRIT working through so many "like Norah and CBS lately" I hear the SPIRIT speaking through so many though they may have never heard of me. So I think the SPIRIT is doing it anyway and I should just go away as I am though here and the SPIRIT will lead those that remain after three years.
My intention because of my love of technology and of the SPIRIT was having been raised conservative and that led me to such experience that I laid aside to 'KNOW YOU" and then you took everything that was my life and synergised it for good and for such a wonderful growing life where I dream up a business and work little as long as I keep my mind on YOU. That is what I wanted for my own. But they want it there way or the highway and so I guess it will be the hard way and humans will think it a crime to follow a leader much longer. Oh well
I like this peaceful calm before the storm don't you
It's gonna be Perfect
I loved the dream of synergy and synchronicity between YOU and I but "You give me no choice, I cannot reach You past those You have chosen before the SPIRIT".
